Sunday, January 31, 2010
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
What a bad l1r5 for me.
I am behind all my friends in l1r5 and i cant do anything about it. Now i cant even get into the jc that i want.
I feel so confused right now and yet im forced to make a decision.
How am i even supposed to do so?
So what if i can get into the jc i wanted.
I am supposed to sacrifice so much time if i actually wanted to get into that jc.
Hell, i maybe have to give up alot of stuff if i ever entered that jc.
Screw the l1r5,and screw myself for not working harder.
Monday, January 04, 2010
Conflicting interests in my heart, it pains me to see what has happened.
I try to make sense of my surroundings,but the light that i had been following turns out to be a hallucination that fades to the encroaching darkness.
What has been a glory at its prime is just a shadow of its former glory.
And yet i turn to the smothering darkness, giving in to the comfort of it.
However someone once said, if you had a worry in your heart, don't just throw it away but hold it in your chest and continue moving.
With such words in my mind, I stand at the crossroads confused, with no intention of moving into any path,but rather waiting for the eternal darkness to fall upon me.
Time to wake up,Aaron low.
Friday, January 01, 2010
Its the start of a new year. A new year, where nobody knows what the future holds.
For some reason theres a nagging fear in my heart, where i am so afraid that everything that i hold dear to is starting to fall apart, disintegrating into dust and then nothingness.
The very friends that may seem so close to you seems so distant from you now. The very people that u laughed and smiled with have became so aloof that it was as thought u had never met before.
The world is changing, and if you don't adapt, its the end of it all.
is it me
Aaron
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