Live a live truly of yours.

Idiocy

2011-12-17T01:43:00.001+08:00

And i just realised i decided to let my emotions just overwhelm me

when everything was just some dumb misconception that continued to build up for no reason -_-

lets just hope my dumbness doesn't escalate to idiotic levels

Lingering affection

2011-12-12T21:50:00.002+08:00

Even though it may be too early to say this, i guess i have lingering affection for you haha.

Getting reminded by seeing anything is definitely not the way to go, especially if i know what is going to come next.

I just know that my life would never be the same again

Its pretty funny that im actually posting this even though i havent even really experienced a relationship lol, its as though im saying that i broke up.

Well i just know that that number would become a pretty significant number in my life anyway.

You probably would have not known this, but you have been a pretty significant part of my life( or being on my mind constantly)

I probably wouldn't find anyone as cute, as awesome as you.

But i still want to cling onto the hope that we might be able to go out together.

Till then, i will continuing believing.

Now, and forever.

2011-12-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

In this god-forsaken blog that nobody reads, i shall rant away endlessly

This feeling that has afflicted me during the week has probably made me felt worst during my entire life. Not given a direction to follow results in becoming a bird that has lost its sight and leads to senseless flailing in the darkness. The turmoil that continues to ravage has at least died down, but it is still ever-present, continuing to haunt me.

Yet again, the idiom "It takes two hands to clap" rings true. It doesn't matter that i finally convinced myself that i can surely give my all and commit into this relationship, but it probably took too long for me to actually decide on diving in. Now, our relationship has probably become so estranged that from good friends, we have devolved to strangers, or at best acquaintances. Delaying was probably a backfiring step, since i thought giving her more space to do what she wants would be best such that when it was all over she would be ready to have a relationship as well. Oh, the foolishness that encompasses my entire being.

Even if it seems nigh impossible now, I shall believe in that minute chance, the chance where I bump into her outside and try again. Even if I don't succeed, it would still be much better than this uncertain hell, where I am forced to make assumptions about certain actions and overanalysing certain things. The only thing I'm most afraid of is for my life to play out that we might actually have had mutual affection for each other, and due to my lack of balls we end up drifting away, which would cause people to facepalm if they were watching our lives as a movie.

I will believe, like how Shana believes in Yuji, like how Sanae prays for miracles, and like how Leta pulled off a miraculous TvT against Flash. I will.

Maybe when i grow older and look back at this post, i would laugh, saying how innocent i was back then. But for now, i would stand by this and confirm that I would still love you.

2010-05-31T22:55:00.002+08:00

It feels as though this life of mine has lost everything already.

I feel like every part of me,every cell,every atom of me is made up of everyone that i meet around the world. From my best friends, to my seniors, i see a little part of them that makes up my character.

Everything has lost their interest value to me already. I have reached to a point in life where i can only complain about today while i know that tomorrow would be even worse.

At least i still could live out my life happily in secondary school. But now? Everything crashes on me, time bleeds out of my hands, everything just seems to go wrong at the worst possible time, stress creeps up on me like a living shadow, never gone, and all i could do is just to hang on. And like the inevitable case of a candle melting into wax fully, my grip will slip and all i would cherish would be lost.

2010-05-20T21:38:00.001+08:00

When bad luck hits you, don't expect to be able to get away from it quickly.

I should seriously go pray at the temple every weekend to ward off bad luck :/

2010-03-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

Don't think i have stuff to blog about today but.

Guess i didn't stick to my roots and joined band rofl.

The amount of time needed to commit would definitely kill me(since im already getting screwed by tests and the change in jc timetables.)

On another hand, nan hua band is playing kaze no mai for NBC!

Definitely would find one day to go down and check them out when i have the time.

Anybody from nanhua band wants to follow me?

2010-03-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

Im seriously appalled at the amount of selfish bastards the world holds nowadays

Like seriously, please take a look in the mirror before u do stuff like that.

Cant believe such people are living under this world

2010-02-26T23:28:00.003+08:00

On a lighter note, i guess im joining band hahahaha.

Shall stick true to my roots, that is music.

Hope i can take such setbacks without feeling such negative feelings within me.

(terminator killed my body bad,but the pain feels good. at least i know i exercised lol.)

2010-02-10T19:42:00.002+08:00

Back here, back at home.

I feel the feelings stirring in me.

Yet as they swirl i wonder

What would happen to them in the future?

Lost in a cacophony of emotions,

I find my senses leaving me,

my rationality losing me

and all that is left is an empty shell of nothingness.

2010-01-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

lol

lol

LOL

2010-01-12T23:19:00.002+08:00

What a bad l1r5 for me.

I am behind all my friends in l1r5 and i cant do anything about it. Now i cant even get into the jc that i want.

I feel so confused right now and yet im forced to make a decision.

How am i even supposed to do so?

So what if i can get into the jc i wanted.

I am supposed to sacrifice so much time if i actually wanted to get into that jc.

Hell, i maybe have to give up alot of stuff if i ever entered that jc.

Screw the l1r5,and screw myself for not working harder.

2010-01-04T14:45:00.002+08:00

Conflicting interests in my heart, it pains me to see what has happened.

I try to make sense of my surroundings,but the light that i had been following turns out to be a hallucination that fades to the encroaching darkness.

What has been a glory at its prime is just a shadow of its former glory.

And yet i turn to the smothering darkness, giving in to the comfort of it.

However someone once said, if you had a worry in your heart, don't just throw it away but hold it in your chest and continue moving.

With such words in my mind, I stand at the crossroads confused, with no intention of moving into any path,but rather waiting for the eternal darkness to fall upon me.

Time to wake up,Aaron low.

2010-01-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

Its the start of a new year. A new year, where nobody knows what the future holds.

For some reason theres a nagging fear in my heart, where i am so afraid that everything that i hold dear to is starting to fall apart, disintegrating into dust and then nothingness.

The very friends that may seem so close to you seems so distant from you now. The very people that u laughed and smiled with have became so aloof that it was as thought u had never met before.

The world is changing, and if you don't adapt, its the end of it all.

2009-12-08T01:02:00.001+08:00

Lenovo touchpad Y550P,Asus G51J and Alienware MX-15

erm just a self reminder dont mind it too much.

gah. i have a lot to say about todays band bbq but i guess its too sensitive to say.

to summarise it all?

EASY FAIL.

2009-12-07T02:21:00.002+08:00

What the heck am i online for at this unearthly hour.

Well, I am in quite the dilemma now since i cant decide what laptop should i choose.
Heck, all of them are bursting the 2k budget.

To make it short,the 3 models are as follows:
Sager NP8662
Alienware MX-15
Asus G15J

From what i know the sager one is selling the most cheap, but its not a local brand so the damned repair and stuff aint going to work here. Asus has 2 years warranty, but alienware looks waaaaaaay cooler then the other 2.

Thoughts?(im actually putting this to remind myself which last 3 model i narrowed down to lol)

2009-12-02T13:20:00.003+08:00

My enthusiasm for band is like a flickering fire
It burns on and on but its getting smaller
Open to the air it struggles to stay alive
Alas, even with its will it dies off.

At first thought i had held high hopes that once we graduate we would continue to bond like before.
However this forlorn hope was brought crashing to the ground.
We, are no longer what we used to be.
But rather a shadow of its former glory.

2009-11-14T17:17:00.003+08:00

End of the O levels!

Its the end of everything that has transpired in secondary school. On November 13th, Friday 9.00am, the end of O levels and the end of secondary school has came upon us. We have now ran past another stage of our lifes, with all of us taking different paths as we reach a crossroad. Some may venture into poly, some may venture into JC, however that does not change the fact that we once ran together as a cohort/batch. Being remorseful over this would not change the fact that we still have to split. Even if u all argue that we could always meet up again, the feelings that we would feel would be that of nostalgia and of nothing else. The feeling of solid bonds would soon corrode away into a shadow of its former being.

Band has its up and downs for me. As a sec 1, i had been fooling around, treating it like it was a burden. Over the 4 years, i had learnt to take up the responsibility in band. However, after the SYF, the thick bonds we had developed had since disintegrated into nothingness. I am definitely not sure as to what will happen next, since most of us will be more comfortable to our classes as compared to our ccas since we dont meet each other anymore from june onwards. What fate has in store for me is definitely uncertain. I hope that i would be able to make sense of my surroundings and would be able to plan my way around.

and screw the ********** for making my family life hard as hell.

2009-08-05T22:13:00.003+08:00

Long time since i blogged.

The main reason of blogging this time round is just some self-reflection that i had done about the band.

This is not and NEVER a barb directed towards the band, for all i am typing down this very moment is just some pondering that i had done on my own ever since i had stepped down.

First up, the morale of the band. If you ask me, im actually very glad that the morale of the band is still at its peak, and i do deny that some people say that the band spirit within the band has diminished. Constrastly, i think its growing, but the way that people show it may be different. It does not mean that you must strike your fist up high and start screaming at the top of your lungs "NHSB JIAYOU!" to be someone who have the nan hua band spirit.Others may express their band spirit in another way, such as supporting the band quietly and wholeheartedly, coming for practices on time, giving advice to people around them etc etc.

We do have the band spirit within NHSB no doubt. This then brings me to my next point i want to make. Even though we have the band spirit, do we have the discipline to strive for perfection in playing music and our parts? Discipline is a very important factor in how a band is able to perform well. Common discipline includes self discipline to continously brush up on ur skills for performing on an instrument, the discipline to place the band over all UNNECESSARY events, the discipline to turn up early and also ask for help when u are having problems with a certain passage(when you have mr tan around you,its usually no problem to solve it :O)

And for the most part of it, i do sometimes disagree about just putting a package with minor flaws in it and presenting it to someone else. If you want to give someone something, you might as well make it as perfect as possible. This is music. Everyone in the band should strive for perfection and settle for nothing less. If God ever made music to be flawed, then why would anyone bother to seek for it?Don't any one of you out there would look to a certain band and say in admiration,"whoa,that band is REALLY good!Hear their pitch awareness,their expression,all sui sui leh!"But how did they get there? By constant practice! Its not about having a concert tomorrow and u start rushing about trying to clear certain parts. If anyone in the band harbours the idea of just roughly playing through a music, then im afraid to say that the band will never be able to improve.

As people say, the standard of a group is equivalent to the weakest player of the group.If there is someone in the band who will not be able to meet up to expectations, the whole band will suffer just because of that. Take the percussionists, who are very important in ensuring the tempo of the band. If he/she screws up,the whole band is done for. Im not making a dig at anyone, just generalizing for the problem that im addressing.If you go into the root word band, to band is to group together. Or if u use it to address " a band of people" u should know that this people are banded together/grouped together. From what im hearing here, i dont feel that the band is that banded together in terms of the music that i hear. I heard many sounds sticking out of the band itself instead of hearing one whole song with different parts in it. It feels more like a mixture of sounds instead of one whole compound of sound, if u get the gist of what im saying(chemistry!) I dont think im in any position to give u all any advice anyhow,but its just me expressing my view,so don't mind me or get offended if i type anything. Im sure that mr tan will have many methods to help the band come together and play together. Just don't give up,retain that nhsb spirit and make nhsb famous!

2009-06-28T18:48:00.003+08:00

Band outing was plain fail. No more comments :)

Let us finish this.

On to the road of victory we step upon. We shall not lose the trophy that we had always held. We shall persevere unto the tests of our own beings and pass them with flying colours.

We shall not lose faith within ourselves, and do what we were originally supposed to do.

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy?

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

(note: the above paragraph has nothing to do with the lyrics...)

2009-04-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

Damn im downed with blocknose and flu again. Weather nowadays sucks like crap imho.

After listening to syf pieces from various schools im inspired to go and collect band songs, starting from our all almighty Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra. They do play alot of songs, and they are world class known.

Apart from that, i only know i have nuts mugging and homework ahead.

I WANT PLAY LES MISERABLES LOLZZZZZz.

2009-04-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

Random stuff happening everywhere, the passion and devotion for band is still within me. Actually, i think i don't only like band music, but have come to a point where i can appreciate different sort of music. Although i prefer band music cause there seems to be a story told within each beautifully crafted music where solos bring out each sad and beautiful parts.Especially Persis :D

And i would wish to continue my road into band, to willingly allow myself to be overwhelmed by the wonderful music of band and expressions. Also i would wish myself to conquer all my studies, and be able to not let down my own expectations and of others.

To the victor goes the spoils, - Arcturus Mengsk

2009-04-07T22:21:00.006+08:00

edit: i deleted the whole chunk of this paragraph.

I don't wish to say anth more if that is how you want to intepret my words. I just hope that as fellow seniors of the band, you and I would be able to mend this sudden chasm from opening and be the seniors and sec 4s as before

On a side note, Congrats Mr Tan and VSCB for getting a gold in SYF 2009!

2009-04-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

About the tension happening, I am having a whole bunch of mixed feelings about the whole damned incident. Maybe we could have tried to understand each other better, and thus this whole retarded incident wouldn't have even happened at all.

Whatever happens, please try to place yourself in each other's shoe and look from their perspective. From there, everything would be much more clearer...

I really hope this band would not crumble,but rather continue to stay firm in its pursuit of excellence in music-making.

2009-03-31T22:41:00.002+08:00

SYF 2009. All of us know how much effort we put in just to reach this stage. For us secondary 4s, this would be the last syf that we would be in. Everyone knows how much time we have spent trying to get our running notes or expressions right, and thus would we allow ourselves to falter tomorrow when the stakes pile upon us? The answer would be very obvious.

For the next part of the post, I will type it tomorrow as it is late. For now, lets focus on SYF 2009. GAMBATTE!

2009-02-15T15:23:00.003+08:00

Since this blogskin is nearly 1 year old, i will decide to change it 2 weeks later. For those who want to ask me why not change it now and right now, my answer to your question is that i have 2 zian bao + 1 chinese letter to do. Biology SPA on tuesday also doesn't really help matters much(although i admit i forgot to bring the bloody SPA file + bio textbook back to mug on theory =__=.

DotA,DotA and DotA. Aiya get good grades first then dota lah.

I WANT MY STARCRAFT 2 WHICH IS GONNA COME OUT AT THE END OF THE YEAR!

and hopefully i can build a new deskstop by myself without any crashing happening.

Of course band will continue to row forward and onwards into perfection.

Chuck the excuses that u will always so fluently execute whenever a problematic situation arises. Get on with it, and solve the problems. The most successful person is not the strongest or wisest one, but rather the one who adapts to situation fastest.

Let all who recognise you hold your name in awe.

2009-02-15T01:33:00.003+08:00

Valentines day, a special day to me and you, a special day to couples too. Flooding the streets, I saw many happy "couples" together,walking and holding their hands together.Spending my valentine day at sean's house was totally not bad at all.

What i want to stress is, Valentine's day has been held special by many, for loved ones to express their love to each other. And of course, in this blog post, i dedicate it to our very long-standing band conductor of NHSB, Mr Tan. His birthday falling on 14th February, it makes valentine's day all the more special for him.

I do feel sad at some occasions cause of the fact that there are many people out ther with crushes but do not dare do reveal to their intended person. Hope that this year, Valentine's day will be able to hitch me to A1s and marry me to them in the O levels :D

PS:WEINAN U SCAM ME STARCRAFT 2 HAVEN't OUT YET!

Signing off,
Your unassuming guy who doesn't impress much,
Aaron.

2009-02-03T22:09:00.001+08:00

One sentence to summarize what happened this week

I DONT LIKE FLU:(

2009-01-31T23:16:00.003+08:00

i got so bloody unlucky this few days. Bleh. What a chinese new year.

tests,tests,assessment,assessment.

and

BRAINWASHED.TO.STUDY.

2009-01-25T15:02:00.000+08:00

Dedicated post

Happy Birthday Gwee!

2009-01-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

A week(or two) goes by, and before i know it, its chinese new year eve.

These 2 weeks haven't really been eventful(or it IS eventful). Other than tests, its mostly DRILLS, going home, tuition,tuition.

Everyone's been really happy that drills are over,including me. Of course, therein lies ahead of us SYF 2009, and of course the major stepping stone in life, O levels.What im most pissed about is the fact that i have CHINESE tuition. Bleh. Talking about my most hated subject.

Today was the start of something.

let the blanks tell us the secret, which has none inside. Those who know about today will confirm know about it. Its a Secret! Shhh------

2009-01-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

Ended Tuition just now x.x

Studies just seem to keeeeeeeep on piling over everything else. And the previous batch of sec 4s really struck the treasure chest, 408/480 students getting 4 distinctions and above. Wish i was one of them ._.

If only i could be able to control time like the timekeeper. I would turn it back to where i can enjoy the dallyings of secondary 1, study hard in secondary 1 so i wouldn't be suffering like hell right now.

I HATE ________(its a subject so don't worry ._.)

2009-01-12T22:01:00.002+08:00

With yet again the fire of inspiration running through my veins, i once again type a new blog entry.

I know many things that happened over the years, and i know that some things cannot be avoided. We should try to forgive and forget, yet sometimes the wound hurts so much that so much so if u try to ignore it, it just hurts too much and u end up trying to fuss over it, which makes it inflamed and worse.

We try our best, and we are presented with an unworthy result to mark our passing. Is it that we are not trying our very best, or is Heaven trying to make sport of us? I seriously have no idea. But what i know is, the phrase " Don't stop till you drop." is very very true. If u can't do it, try it again. Keep on trying until u are able to do it unconsciously, without the feeling of guilt that seemingly shadows you into the unknown passages.

I know i had a split personality in both real life and being the digital warrior. Many saw me as a jovial and easy-going person in real life, albeit somehow aloof, but to those whom I'm very comfortable around me knows that i am quite a joker at times. However, give me a computer and a keyboard, and a different person emerges.Whatever happens, we know that it had been done,and thus we should try to mend our bonds as much as we can.

Grudges would only leave a sorrowful afterimage in its passing...

(TODAY CLARINETS WERE LOLOLOL.)

2009-01-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

10th of january today.

Today was CCA extravaganza.Skipping the whole secondary 1 saga,lets move on to the one part when everyone just got so ****ing pissed off with some people.

I just don't get it some times. Why can't people just treat themselves and others with more respect? Quoting a channel 55 drama show actress,"Think of yourself as a small speck in a very,very,very big world. This way, you would be able to think yourself as insignificant and thus be able to look up and respect others more." However, this theory has been undone over and over again.

We try our best, to try and adhere to everyone's needs, but seriously SOME people should try their best to also return the respect to us. A little bit of basic courtesy certainly doesn't hurt. If you want people to follow in your lead, at least give people the ****ing specifics. Yet again quoting the book World of Warcraft Cycle of Hatred,: Give us a foe, and we will hunt it till our last breath. If even that is not fufilled, how can you expect us to be following like some ****ing doddering old fool?

Please try to respect people some times. For those who think im targeting you, you can feel free to find me and i will present my argument to you.

On a lighter note, i would wish to continue to spread the digimon influence :D

2009-01-06T17:57:00.006+08:00

The Biggest Dreamer - Kouji Wada

Digimon world 3 theme song :D

why imeem so much ads one @.@

2009-01-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

Year of 2009 has came, and i didn't blog ytd because i was so bloody tired from the stupid countdown. How i wish i possessed the power to turn time back to where i wanted it to be. The goooood old times of before.

Year of 2009,and im faced with problems such as never before.The new challenges,harder times, even worser problems that plague me like never before.

Year of 2009, and band is like never before, harder challenges facing us, remedials that sit on top of homework, to continue taxing us in the continuation of excellence in playing the instruments properly, and we will eventually come out of band once as secondary 1, and eventually as secondary 4s.

As how much i want to be able to savour the bittersweet past, i have to eventually look forward and face the future. Everything will reach a crescendo this year,and the finale of the music will end in a II-V-I chord, which will mark the end of my secondary 4 life, in the form of the last day of the O levels.

Year of 2008, I saw this idiotic asshole who was seriously a lunatic, and i had the misfortune on meeting on 3 occasions: on the bus to hear him singing till the whole bus can hear, in the esplanade concert where he was seating directly in front of us, and again at vivo city in the countdown towards this new year,whether dreadful or fanciful.I swear that if i had to see this idiot one more time, i would go and advice him to take the Woodbridge health package.

2008-12-28T14:21:00.004+08:00

LOL SPOT THE DIFFERENCE.

2 years. It just passes too fast for any sensible mind to comprehend, and I have always difficulties to try and grasp the quick reality that is passing through my fingers too quickly like sand falling out from my hand. My sec 1 photo at cultural pot, and the above photo where I was at the taiwan trip.

Sec 3 aint really had much of a memorable year for me. Falling grades, the inability to rise up to the expectations of mr tan, continuous pressure piled up on top of us as though its encouragement to us. How much longer must we suffer until we see the end of the tunnel and the shining beacon of light that warms and embraces us? What i know is, its coming very very soon, but the going gets much harder.

Band had been a roller-coaster ride for me. From hating it to the core at secondary 1, to going to every practice out of discipline at sec 2, to looking forward to going to it at sec 3. Time and circumstances change and mold people into what they might want or not want to be.

After all, the saying" all roads lead to rome" also applies very well in life: whichever path u take, u would have to eventually face death. Whether a smooth sailing life, or one that is constantly bumpy and have a lot of hurdles to cross, we have to reach the end. All i want is to live out of life well by enjoying things i want to do, yet studies is yet another part that i do NOT want to do.

Pls let 2009 november be over quickly so that i can enjoy the taste of freedom.

2008-12-19T14:42:00.003+08:00

seems like so long i didnt post. later got piano lesson, so this is to fill up the blog

RANDOM STUFF AHEAD.

1)I like disco party 3!
2)20th december so packed.
3)later then i post epic photo + post on vscb-nhsb outing which was DAYS ago. 3 days to be exact. I don't wish to talk about taiwan trip, lazy =P

2008-12-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

This post is gonna be quite a cheem one, so for u all who wants to know about band camp and taiwan trip details refer to the next post :D

What i want to talk about is how many of us sec 3s suffered a great deal during the concert. Responsibility was being pushed around like nobody's business and yet, everything fell back to those who wield the most responsibility-the majors. All of us stayed up into the wee hours everyday to do administrative stuff and stayed together. Who could blame us for the lacklustre playing that we put up in the concert? Certainly nobody but ourselves. But how would we even bear to do that? We were too busy clearing up the concert booklet, clearing the emcee script, making edits here and there. And what about our practices? Sec 3s are supposed to lead the band in both skill in playing musically and also to lead in the administrative factor. We are the commanding batch, yet when the responsibility gets too big, the stress gets too overwhelming, we still have to hold the burden till the end is over. Many times we try to make things better, and what happens? We get labelled as idiots.

One prime example i would wish to honorably bring up is Benedict. Our Band major, he has been leading the band consistently with his other 3 majors. However, as the main leader, he bears nearly everything against administrative stuff, such as the conversing within teachers-in-charge, and many other things. He has only done us proud and wil lcontinue to do so. However, what happened in the R.O.D was a undoing of his continuous efforts to bring things together. Booking the auditorium, to get scolded by ms ban for no reason, and to add the cherry on top of the cream, he gets scolded by A.Tan because mr A. Tan himself did not read the proposal!? Its pratically ridiculous. And to add to that, he has to rush down to do the cake cutting and stuff. Even the ex majors had to FORCE him to eat dinner because he said he wanted to skip dinner to do administrative stuff. And to add to the blasphemy inflicted upon him, he was continuously insulted by our conductor because of his lacklustre playing.However, who could be blamed for that? he has been staying up late to do admin work, he dont even have the time to even attend a sectional to practice his parts and he has to command the band as a whole.

Nobody is to blame here. After running around for the WHOLE day, settling R.O.D, putting up performances, we were to have a late night practice when everybody was exhausted and tired. Speaking of which, I am quite proud that the band still managed to try to put their best foot forward, to try to listen to mr tan, to try to carry out everything he said. However, we still didn't meet his expectations. Who could blame him? As a conductor, he tries to deliver a good performance to that of the audience, and our lackluster playing that was 2 days before a concert was enough to give him the jitter bugs.

Even though mr tan has been giving us the resigned look during the concert, he still will be my most respected conductor, and will continue to be. However, over the years, the respect that i have for him has became mixed with a little dosage of fear, and i think that is the reason why we are distancing from mr tan. Look at angella. Her loud voice and brazen nature makes her quite attention-seeking at times,but yet that same trait makes her not fear mr tan, and is able to talk to him as a friend, confide in him as a teacher, and ask him for advice as a conductor. Edward and Liqiang or should i say, the whole gang is able to sit around him comfortably as a group and talk and laugh together. I am ashamed to say that i had witnessed many moments depicting that particular scene.

And at the concert. Many of us know about what happened, or maybe that of the one that is being passed around. Who could be blamed there? Nobody. And Mr Tan himself is not to be blamed either. Try having your concert botched up because one score suddenly went missing and the band before you does not have the courage to come in and play the parts properly. And then to add to that afterwards we have benedict yet again being glared at by 2 people. Everyone knew about the lacklustre performance we put up, and all of us know how unspirited we became right after the concert. Mr Tan came back to try to reassure us, putting up a big warm smile to try to tell us that since its happened already its okay. But yet, the stress still hits us,the guilt still hits us,and we will have to face it and be able to overcome it one day. Crestfallen we may be, we will stand up to face the challenge, with a radiant look to face the ends of the earth we may be.

2008-12-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

Back from camp and concert.

im EFFING tired right now, so details is another day :D

what i want to say is, i sincerely wish to thank those who went to the extra effort to go in and thank me for everything,even motivate me.

This camp has made me realise some things, and also made me learn much more.

The discrepancies of people around, how ______ is being pushed around, how some people may seem to be alright on the outside but within that hard exterior is a roiling cauldron of despair, sorrow, happiness, relief and guilt.

So much has happened today. The concert is over before we know it, and we know that although we tried our best, theres so much more to brush up on, so much more to work on, so much more to bolster that waning confidence within us that seems to make us quail whenever an audience is before us. What matters is what is over is over, and we should make sure that we would continue and persevere.

As they say, you would learn more from making a mistake then roughly making a success. As Mr Tan puts it, the problem is in front of you, and you would set ur mind to thinking : Why is the problem there? How am i able to solve it? Which solution would help to solve it? As long as we find the solution, problems can be solved.

There are also many sides to people. People who seem strong on the outside may be the direct opposite in the inside, and vice versa for that of those who seem unassuming in the outside. However different the personalities, we are working towards one goal together. As long as we play our part correctly, whether in band or in life, everything will fall smoothly and be plain sailing.

This post may be abit too long for u readers out there, but i thank you all for spending the time to read this lengthy post( if u even read it :D)

Lastly,i want to thank all those who came for the concert!!!thanks for supporting us!!!

TAIWAN,HERE I COME!

2008-12-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

what an effing late time to post...im effing tired cause i effing slept at effing 2am ytd and woke up at effing 7.10,tmr i need to effing get to school at 7+...and i havent even effing slept yet.

anw,on a lighter note,im going for band camp,then taiwan trip. Gosh,im gonna be goddamned xhausted then...

whoever want presents tag me :D i will look back on thursday when i return hahaha

WISH ME LUCK ON WARABE,CURRENTS AND LONGFORD LEGENDS!

2008-11-27T15:21:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Bella Notte Musicale II
Date: 5 November 2008
Time: 7.30pm
Venue: NUS High Hall

I was partly lazy and also i dunno the correct way of spelling the band concert,so I just copied over from joan's blog(sorry!) without asking for her permission =.=. ANWWWW

COME TO BAND CONCERT!!!!!

much more things then last yr,alot of songs too.(NO SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER)

Repertoire for songs is as follows:
Currents
Longford Legends
Warabe Uta Fantasy
Tribute To Ray Charles
Pathfinders

*for band alumni,there MIGHT be les miserables..?

SO COME. ORDER TIX THRU nhsb.blogspot.com or just tag me for it !!!

I ISH GONNA GO TIUTIONX

2008-11-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

Back from chalet *wham boom (sound of glass cracking)*

Ow. Anw back from 308 chalet which was -____________________-

1st day.met with shaun to go to harbourfront tgt to meet the rest,and leon pangsehed us as he forgot he was supposed to meet us(..?)so when we met up at clementi interchange,MY called shaun to say he reached with alan liao( supposedly meeting time is 2pm, they reached at 1 ZZZ)

so we rushed down lo..then we met up with them and went to check out havaianas. NOOO ONLY POLY GOT 20%?! sien so we waited for 308 people and went to chalet outside. there was this kpkb guard outside who said only 4 people only allowed and he didnt believe we booked a room so we asked mr chew to come (:D thank goodness ) and we went in. nth to do inside chalet after mr chew briefed us so me my alan fongting and layching camped in room while the others played vball. was laughing my head off at some stupid variety show that showcased 3 males trying to impress a female or what.Derrick was not bad aha and he won in the end. After that we went to Delifrance to eat dinner (=.=) Later it was just the same routine fashion as follows

7.00pm-watch ten bros
8.00pm-watch dunno what show
9.00pm-watch show
10.00pm-watch show
11-1am-play cards and the start of the..7-11!!!!

it happened after joel mc and shaun were either hungry/thirsty, so it went like

"eh i damn hungry leh lets go 7-11"
"ok"

*back from 7-11 and eat finish

"eh i still hungry leh lets go"
"ok"

*back again

"wlao eh i damn thirsty go buy drink from 7-11"
"ok"

whooom

that happened between 12-3am while one grp was spamming daidee which had me inside.

3-6am was the stupidest time. I was trying to slp with alan while i think the others got high or what and they started to make alot of noise. i only closed my eyes from 3-4 while alan really managed to slp (so good i jealous of him) and then they started to disturb me and alan lol.

anw alot of dirty jokes spouted here and there.2nd day we went for volleyball first then we went to swim. ahhh that was good. xl came after that and we spammed bridge till evening when we went to 7-11 to buy cup noodles to eat. after that we watched abit of show and left the chalet le. then it was banddd. 2 new songs taken today,and i played my solo which nobody could hear (!!!) sian i rly need to improve on techniques. anw,thats all folks, stay tuned for updates!

2008-11-23T18:41:00.002+08:00

NOOO MY BRO BOUGHT HIS HAVAIANAsssssss

G_GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

what a way to start a post lol.

Anw,today went to IMM to shop for winter wear and some "new year clothes"(!?)
Was going around in circles in IMM while trying out everything, and my mum let me buy the levis apparels(o_O) becos she said 3 item for 99 bucks was okay...

Then i bought about 2 jeans and a nice shirt(yay more things to pei with my clothes)and finally managed to get out of the store which i had been stoning,changing clothes in back and forth for at least 30 mins. I could see the service girl was abit pissed..but nvm

Chalet tmr @.@.hope im able to withstand till band...till then no updates for u guys who visit my blog :D ok thats all for today buaibuaix(shit that was ABIT act cute...)

2008-11-21T00:10:00.001+08:00

I feel condemned.

Someone give me the motivation to study chinese. I feel bloody oppressed by the immense pressure my tuition teacher dishes out at free will.

2008-11-19T01:28:00.003+08:00

Cultural pot is over....and i dare say we did put up quite a good performance for all to see.

Giving credence to the fact that our band practices never always had full attendance during the last 6 crucial band practices(which means the lack of practices),it proves how much that we can do if we really listen to what mr tan says and perform it well.The drastic improvement from the rehearsal to the main concert shows how much we can perform if we really take the steps to perform well. However,we must continue looking forward to cross the next hurdle: Bella Notte Musicale(whatever u call it)2. Faced with the new songs,would we falter,or would we take it in our stride and cross it?The answer is obvious. We would face it and cross it as a band together.

Now for more personal stuff.Our own draft team is coming up and we are planning our roles together. I wish we could be able to join in some competitions,get some experience etc etc. We know our own standard very much, i dont wish to say too much about that.

And the sec 3 batch had been a very nice batch to be with too,along with my own section with all the jokes and laughing away.

Lets just look forward and take one step at a time :)

2008-11-12T18:01:00.001+08:00

LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATEz

holidays, is it really holidays?or is it the arrival of the gruelling remedials and ccas

i have no damned idea

STAY TUNED FOR UPDATES(although no one reads the blog rofl)

special thanks to dennis for visiting my blog

2008-07-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

207 party was fun

bused down to wenyis house with lc and chuanan.

stoned around at wenyis attic for quite long until joan yilin wenki and zen came then we started playing volleyball

play play play then got more and more people come

after that we go spam bridge in wenyi room

then take class photo and eat dinner

then after that i stone in wenyi house becos my parents eating dinner then 9.45 come and fetch me ==

then now i blog lor haha

well. looking forward to class chalet :D

and band camp.

207 ftw!~

nick i think u should try harder :D

2008-06-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

I realised that whenever i have nothing to do i will come and blog. And well apparently im gonna blog before i start on my smiling piles of homework.

Band has been fun this few days, as this new band is trying to adjust and prepare for the 3 major events which is going to be coming up.

Cultural Potpourri
Band Concert
SYF 2009

PT has been a new and refreshing experience for me. It has been a breakthrough from the past 2 years, where the band was either having drills or having sectionals or combine. Every member now is trying their very best to adjust themselves to this new situation, which makes me proud of how we are trying our hardest to move forward unitedly.[well although the PT instructor has came short of enough ideas for a FUN pt]

I realised how things in life has managed to sychronise with each other. Each and every game, like the famously known DotA, Starcraft, Warcraft, all has its roots coming from the real life wars that seems to plague the beginnings of mankind. Its an irony to see how the warring nations and blood shed seems to have became a leisurely and entertaining purpose for those in the 21st century people. And i realised, those strategems used in the past war to wage an offensive in near impossible statistics are also currently applied in such games as well.

Whatever. Its time i got on with my damned homework. See ya

2008-06-05T15:56:00.002+08:00

damn. i just realised that theres a whole bunch of homework smiling at me.

Band investiture was okay,cept that i had been uh, doing something that I had been shocked myself but yea,its part of commitment so i went with it myself. Had been catching lots of GEASS episodes this days and its damn nice and NO, its NOT the stupid shit there inside thats nice but rather the gundam-like knightmares and the kira shit going in there

i need to get a damned resolve to make me do my homework.z.

2008-05-14T19:05:00.002+08:00

urh.stone blog yea so this post will only be seen by those true followers of my blog =D ok jk.

havent been posting in a long time cause i lost the passion for it.seriously...

MANY.

WEIRD.

THINGs.

HAVE.

BEEN.

HAPPENING.

TO.

ME.

wtf today for no absolute reason my bro's black haivanas were STOLEN!?erm okay this is weird..and there had been many other crap happening like yesterday when i was ice skating i dont know what the hell happened but i slipped and fell. Then after that, my leg were wobbling like mad and i almost fell down 5 times. There had been many others which i have only a vague impression of too...and thus i kinda forgot.

ytd ice skating was --"rushed home after lan,bathed and rushed back to JEC to meet robot eewai and bush. going up escalator with bush that time met the girls who decided not to iceskate as until 7.30 only. They went to watch movie in the end tho. eewai and tk felt no movies nice to watch as we watched ironman liao so we went to chiong ice skating. WAH I TELL U AH, MY RIGHT LEG SABOH MY LEFT LEG LIKE SHIT. WTF MY RIGHT LEG IS ONE SIZE SMALLER THAN MY LEFT LEG,SO WHEN I WEAR THE SKATE DAMN PAIN. my toes were throbbing like siao when i was skating.reach 7.30,we went down to mac to eat and chat and LOL like crap cos we were reminiscing about our sec 1 and 2 life and all the jokes.aft that went home and chatted abit more where me and bush missed the 66 barely-.-.we stoned at the interchange for the next bus which the bus driver TOTALLY IGNORE THE BOTH OF US AND JUST DROVE OFF WTF. pissed,we went to the next bustop to take and finally reached home. ow

2008-02-14T17:24:00.002+08:00

It all started with this..

sms.

that.

started.

the.

crappy.

pranking.

of.

MRCHEW.
Eddy sms:hi
mrchew: may i know who are u?
Eddy:eddy.
mrchew:oh okay.
me,slime,lc:merry christmas and happy new year!
mrchew(to me cos i accidentaly sent quicker than slime and lc when we agreed to send tgt):er may i know who are u?
me:aaron.
mrchew:aaron?y merry christmas?a bit 2 early rite?
aaron:oh sry i send to rong person but i nvr wish u mah better late than nvr
mrchew:haha..ok,then i shall take it as 2007 well wishing.
aaron:Ok.
(then lc and eddy were spamming the smses,and..)
slime:wad about meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)
mrchew:oh okay i wish u a merry christmas happy new year chinese new year easter childrens day :)
me eddy lc:wad about us :)
then he sent to eddy who had the joke msg that said he knew whole of 207 ganging on him and said he going to conference.

EPIC ANSWER BY EDDY
eddy:dont lie
mr chew:u dont believe come rv come lol
eddy:conference still can sms...pay attention la

after eddy alighted the bus,
mrchew:err can u identify urself (o.O)
me:Aaron!the 207 people all go home liao relax and have ur conference
mrchew:lol i know haha kk..hv fun..next time bring u all along..lol

and that ends the epic prank sms on mr chew

2008-01-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

long time since i posted....sec 3 is much much more hectic than sec 2,im afraid to say T_T

KAPMAC at thursday was roflmaobbq.long time no see buddies + the surprising visitors like liangchi,dennis and tikiat made my day.chionged chem there while we shared our experiences with our own class and talked about the teachers. EDMUND NG was there T_T

308 and the suck kee lah is really LAWLLLLL.even i had started to use it myself heh.

band piaing for 4 days is gay....although kaze no mai seemed to be okay though.one thing i learnt from this exchange-china people are the opposite of us,THEY TAKE 25min to complete 4 songs.EG(one note take another 5-10 seconds to play another and repeat)add the fact that it was FRIDAY and everyone was sleepy + harp after that=lullaby-.-

missing lessons in sec 3 is disaster.i really wished i was in sec 1 or 2 when i can slack through the days freely.long pants syndrome aint as heavenly as people think it to~

2008-01-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

bah.8 january. and with the fact that 1 week has just passed, illness has also came to plague me.beh.

my class is usually more or less QUIET due to the lack of guailaners from 207 eg.****.but when people like alan comes in the class would usually laugh away. add the fact that mr chew is our form teacher is also reassuring. i had hoped the class would be better than 207,but it will never be lol.no more joke guailaning from the TJ nick and gang,no more park to niao and no more Zing of mr chew.and the fact that the bio and maths teacher are...i shant go into the details.

2008 has been a new year.i just hope our class out there would be contented with their classes

2008-01-01T15:44:00.000+08:00

the 1st day of 2008.
2007 has been a memorable year for me,mainly
-loling my ass off with slime and lc and eddy
-dotaing and niaoing people with wenyi and kevin
-talking about dota with clarkson and the extra niaoing with melvin and gang
-having an extra guy in front of me to niao...the notorious nick.
-playing drafts and niaoing each other ard my hwachong frens.
-niaoing the teachers as a class.
-playing captain ball almost together as a class.
-whining about every lil thing to someone who had been kind enough to lend a listening ear to me
-try and be another listening ear to see how others feel about other people.
-gritting our teeth and trying to get a gold for syf
-gritting our teeth again to run out a concert in 3 weeks

its a brand new year,and all of us should let go and push forward ahead.band members reading my blog,dont get caught by ambivalence =P

and all i had been doing had not been in vain.

and,together we shall make this year a better one.

2007-12-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

my miniscule opinion about what is our present band now...FORGIVE ME IF I ACTUALLY INSULTED ANY OF U ALL OUT THERE.IM SO SORRY...just my opinions in which we are lousy at and how we can improve.

PRESENT BAND
Clarinet-Bad fingering techniques,Not enough air,playing as an individual more than as a section and with the whole band.Lacking the confidence in where entry is supposed to occur and following the tempos of the music.
Flute-Lack the air in which intonation can reach a perfect point(i think?),and fear of losing techniques at the solo parts(forgive me but i think much of the fault may fall into instruments=/)Everything is still quite organised as i noticed the section does much sectionals together as a section and can play though parts as a whole.
Oboe-I have nothing to say here as the sec 2 here is the ownage factor...but he needs new instrument too.
Saxaphone-Not enough air to carry out the mellow voice of many passages.Each individual have many different tones,namely back to the instruments so they are forced to adapt to a lower shade of tone that mr tan dislikes.Pushing may be another factor here?.
Trumpet-Main prob here is being afraid to take the 1st place among the band.Always afraid to make a solo or only their section blowing wrong,passages are usually soft without the driving energy that mr tan yearns.Air is another factor here as each member is afraid to exert and take over the place as the section that can stand out the most.
French Horn,Euphonium,Trombone-The reason why i grouped this 3 section together is because the all share the common objective.Each section is supposed to be so strong that they can destroy windows and buildings with plain sound alone.I know im exaggerating,but this is how we can convey the meaning mr tan wants.Fingering and uncertainty is another problem of euphonium.Air is also the main factor among this 3 sections.
Tuba-Steady and strong tempo is an essential for this section.The tuba is supposed to be the strongest among brasses,holding the most rooted position.This section is sometimes uncertain on where they are supposed to stand.Air may be a factor.

OVERALL-Brasses are supposed to be strong enough to make the floor vibrate(=))while the woodwinds are supposed to contradict the strong power with harmonious and moving passages.The contradiction will then break into a perfect harmony,which mr tan will let it wash over him.Another thing about our band is that hesistation always causes u to kill our own endings.Did anyone noticed that our KAZE-NO-MAI ending was horrible?lol.

my opinion of wads hindering the band,those who have suggestions can u guys tag?xD

And facing this problems together,we should always strive as a band together and improve.together we shall overcome this problems and be united as one to continue our conquest down this few years,molding the band to be yet united and happy and a strong band that can appreciate good music here and there

2007-12-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

Band camp was...a joke.

3rd december started off with mainly drills and stuff,combines went haywire as mr tan was fuming away after every section tried their best but couldnt do wad mr tan had wanted them to do. Later we had drills while SJAB were having drills so it was pratically self humiliation in front of the pros.i looked at slimes face as he was trying to suppress a laughter LOL.After the self humiliation it was back to combine and it was still kinda disastrous.Then finally,the whole band had some games in their groups(i guessed they wanted to avoid the wrath of the god?)as we started playing through.The 1st team was a joke,everyone either clumped together or didnt defend much against us.but the 2nd team proved mightier and owned us back.After that,seeing as i dont know where clarkson went and i walked off with melvin but he said he was going to AYE with boonchang so i decided to go with joji jerrald and kiat tong.We went macs and i bought a mcflurry while the others bought uber large drinks and shaker fries.We then talked about our school stuff and about band.Then when we were going home,WTF I FOUND OUT JOJI AND JERRALD ONLY LIVES A FEW BLOCK AWAY FROM ME.1 whole year and we didnt even meet each other?lol then we continued talking about band camp and stuff as we sat the bus and walked together.i gave joji my no. and i went home to pack my stuff.
4th December-I went to school early as i always had a penchant of being late no matter how punctual i went out.So i reached the school at 7 to see the canteen empty except for a few band people.the usual gang felix and vincent were playing basketball already(if i was correct) while i went in to see them playing basketball.Soon after kiat tong turned up in home clothing LOL while i think the others were wearing band tee school pe shirt class tee.Briefing for dorms and i was supposed to open the dorm.DAM,THE DORM SMELT PURELY OF PAINT.sick smell,seriously it would make u faint.with harsh steps i pushed myself forward to open the inner windows and opened up the curtain before rushing out for fresh air lol.combine and thet inevitable happened.we had lunch when our seniors came back to visit us.i did a mimic kiat tong for the seniors to see loooool.we talked about wad conspired during the band camp and about the o lvl marks and stuff.After that,we had some ROD for the seniors.our section seriously screwed up as ours were a last minute work.MIMI OWNS LOL.JERRALD OWNS WOOT.i was laughing away with clarkson before the ROD performance as that was M18 LOL.i laughed thruout the whole mimi performance as u see the funny action between themLOL.i sensed that mr tan was kinda pissed as he lost precious time for combines before the concert.we had sectionals then it was dinner and the majors were kinda dulan as nobody listened to them.u cant blame em wad,the book schedule said otherwise so instructions were very blur.i rushed bathe then i went to the canteen to see shilei suxian suhui and jingwei eating their dinner.the ndp towel was hanging by my neck=.=i laughed at the way how jingwei talked LOL.he was a joke at the band bbq and now..we had nite practice where again it happened.after the whole practice when everyone just got perpertually stunned by mr tan he gave a speech to tell us his emotions during the band practices.i knew that those words had truth and lies in between,and i know that he actually wanted to say something else when he said he wanted to come back to guide us for saturday practice.Nevertheless,i managed to take in his words and the wisdom behind it.i was guailaning yuxuan with clarkson and boon chang as they knew who i was referring to =X.with yuxuan's stern looks and that spectacled eyes,he seriously can become a silencer LOL.after that,there was STILL wash up but i didnt feel like so we played soccer in dorm 6 while melvin apparently started the jerrald guailaning. i was laughing thru out although i pitied jerrald.
5th december was a joke.early morning mr a.tan went to make us do some morning exercise and run everywhereeee.den we needa form some column stuff.we had band practice and mr tan seemed to feel better lol.after that we had drills and my headache worked up.damn.it hurt kinda lot but the drills later nullified it as i was sweating.perc section was gling ian who took us,with (Permission to speak freely sir!)and some other jokes.then in the end ian pumped us 45 loooooool.shortly after,mdm elena came down to tell ian that they are NOT supposed to pump more than 20.the whole sec 2 and sec 3 were booing ian then benedict shouted Sir sucks,mdm!i saw elena like she was going to laugh but yet was trying to suppress it.then after that we went for sectionals when elena told us to rest if we cant blow as she doesnt want us to tire out before the concert.we then talked about stuff as jiayi told me if i knew how to play bridge LOL.there was combine but my headache had healed(heng)then we combined again.we had dinner where...1st part i ROFLMAO totally while the gang came together,namely clarkson me yuxuan yuxuan and ian.LOL IF MELVIN HEARD WAD WE SAID HE WOULD SERIOUSLY BE LAUGHING AWAY.but it was seriously damn horny.SUMMORE WE WERE SO NEAR AMELIA AND GANG LOL.another joke was yuxuan(DM) with the noodle in his mouth as he was trying to stop laughing was another joke LOL.after mass laughing i went over to joan jiayi and vera place to play bridge.we didnt even started playing when suddenly ian elena and yuxuan were talking over there.then the way yuxuan impersonate ian was totally ROFLMAO.win.i chionged another bathe again.
Last day6th dec-we went combined sectionals which were mainly stoning as i was conserving energy for concert.then the joke came.we were supposed to bathe eat and change into band u and 30 mins.i skipped bathing as there was seriously no time so i ate with melvin and boon chang and changed.then the concert just came.i felt that the songs were perpertually disaster except ghost fleet which was ok..i saw the dismay and disdain in mr tan's eyes as he glared at each section but forcibly turned it into a smile to try and calm us down.when i came back into the band room,my section seniors were emoing away lol.everything was so unclear then i just packed up my stuff and went home with my cuz.

2007-12-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

been very bored this days,except for dota i seriously had been doing NOTHING.

shauns bbq
was fun,since the amount of FOOD and the way they were COOKED were much better than that of..well i shant say it.Afternoon i went to his house to only see CA there-.-.i went to show ca some vids on youtube namely hokkien ratatouile,cha yi dian and hokkien titanic lol.Shortly after Zen and gang arrived then we started playing daidi=.=. We spammed the daidi while shaun went down here and then to check the bbq fire lol. His mum and aunts rock,helping out in the bbq man.We started by eating the fried rice(WHICH WAS UBER) the sprite(helpful filling now and then)the bacon(BACON!!!!)salmon(yay)and other stuff.so niceeeeeeeeeeee.His dog was a little erpz lol,kinda i thought he was gonna bite me.i camped around with the kbox room and his bedroom(WATER BED OMGOSH) while the gals apparently went to mass bbq stuff,then after i heard my mum came back home i told her to photocopy the piano score for Secret while i ran back with arthur and took around 5 mins to go home and back.lollll and when i arrived back zen saw a plate of chicken wings bbqed by shirlene and joan and he hionged the wings.i was feeling quite full then,so i didnt feel like taking a bite.at ard 10+ everyone started leaving then i walked down with kevin joan and yilin lol.then they went off in their respectitive buses and i just slept away....

TUESDAY-CGSS CONCERT(MUSICAL EVENING)
we agreed to meet at clementi at 11( for i DONT KNOW WHAT but i just willingly went with them) the them is lynn carine jiayi huijie vera zoelyn and donna and so we MRTed to city hall when they started the window shopping spree and TOOK 1/2h to decide on JUST WHAT TO EAT.We then settled down on the pizza place(the baked rice is niceeeeeee) and after that,PERPERTUALLY 4H OF WINDOW SHOPPING.uh a few times vera huijie and jiayi got mass pangsehed and i was tagging along with them as i wanted to check out HMV for some new music thingys lol.BUT 4 H OF WINDOW SHOPPING ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz...............then we took another 1/2 h to decide where to eat dinner and then we just decided on some japanese fast food restaurant that its student meal had some ice cream donut stuff....i finished the damned donut but i couldnt finish the whole bowl of food which i only ate half as they then went off to the arcade ERPZ.ok la not all lynn and carine went on the window shopping spree while the others played the bishi bashi championship in which they perpertually spammed their hands up and down.I was like the direct opposite of all boys sia,go arcade i nv touch at all,COS I WAS SAVING MONEY FOR MY KRAITTT BUT THE YUFONG TMR DUWAN GO IT FAIRRRR.At last it was 6,for i dont know wad unforseen circumstances the whole group went blimey and started to uber chiong as if we knew there was some disaster approaching us.AND BLISTERING BARNACLES,we reached victoria concert hall at 6.30 ZZZZ.stoned around for 1/2 h then we entered the hall and chose some seats.I TELL U,THEIR STANDARD IS ONE OF A KIND.imba enthu supporters,add the high quality of playing they uphold in their concert(tho there were squeaks here and there,) and 3 CONDUCTORS WTF.the concerts has been going on for 4 DECADES.well im not trying to despise my own band or something,but OURS IS THE FIRST CONCERT.well we will get better by and by heh?wadever..i think their level of enthuness can be compared to our dance society(NO OFFENCE,JUST A STATEMENT)

why am i blogging when im supposed to do my homework.

2007-11-23T17:51:00.000+08:00

http://www.dotasg.com/album/Zenith_07/slides/VID22568.html
ok.I know i spammed 3 entries for today.BUT THIS IS REALLY LOL.TOFU JUST PAWNED
Tofu:" " OUR STAR PLAYER NUTZ IS NOT HERE, SO WE WILL HAVE TO UH. WORK HARDER."

N1 LA TOFUBOIIIII

TEAM ZENITH FTW.OWNZOR(those who dont know dota in and out+ dunno who the top teams are and the stuff in between them wont know wads the joke)

2007-11-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

Chalet-Continued(people in this blog would be like.OMG ....AGAIN!?)

Well i wanna fight for the champion of the longest post,so dont blame me xD.kinda sian nowdays.

AND YES,U 207NERS MUST BE DAMN CURIOUS TO KNOW.WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THE LEFTOVER BARBECUE FOOD?
A smart Daryl managed to gather up THE WHOLE LOT OF LEFTOVER CHICKEN WING+ SAUSAGE and put it nicely into a big tupperware sponsored generously by Wanling(well,LOL) as we lugged bags towards a bread shop and bought a bread.NO DARYL I KENA SCAMMM ONE DAMN COFFEE BUN FOR $1.40 WHILE UR SAUSAGE + EGG OSO $1.40 ARGHHHHH.And so,the threesome(again?)made their way to nanhua slowly and steadily(k im joking about the steady part we were fumbling around)AND WHEN WE WERE WALKING THERE WAS THIS STUPID TRUCK WHO USED DIESEL.black smoke fills the sky~..as..

I was eating my damned coffee bun.Then daryl said:"u siao ar the black smoke so much u still eat ur bun for wad"

LOL.maybe cancer growing inside me liaoz.CHOI AH

So yea,after we went off to our respective CCAs,i was like kena KOed(quoted from joan)as i watched thru sleepy eyes how Mr Tan Beng Wee talked about the damned fundamental which apparently only made me sleepy as my head has turned into a blockhead and i was like under a tug of war of sleeping and staying awake. Then i finally gave in to sleeping and i closed my eyes while i listened to mr tan talking" Everyone should go towards to the fundamental so that there would be INTONATION..."then he commented"Aaron looks sleepy"and i perked up at once lol.

When we reached the school,Daryl then daringly approached the auntie to ask her to cook.And the well,GENEROUS auntie replied back by saying dont need pay lar.And when we reached,it was like wtf?8am to stone till 9am.So me and wanling talked about everything in the chalet and stuff of the class lol.And then the hungry me and wanling managed to force our stomachs to shut up and waited till 2pm before we took back our before raw now COOKED PROPERLY chicken wing(seriously the black oil chicken wing cooked by wenyi irks me off the ritcher scale(k im joking))
and i bought a plate of rice to go along with all that food.Apparently,THAT MUCH food was seriously too much for a threesome of me daryl and wanling,so after finishing like at least 10+ chicken wings and 15+ sausages we decided to let wanling bring the rest home as she needed her tupperware back(knw why i said well,LOL now?)but at least,i managed to fill my stomach on something new yea.

Hearing what joan said in her blog about the escape must be damn fun man,AND TJ WHY U ONLY WAIT TILL THEN THEN KENA CHALLENGE!!!I WANNA SLAP NICK 10 times.Escape seems damn fun now o.o.well,i'll bet the inverter would be ****ing crazy towards those who did not sit but well,its FUN to those who sat once.Guess i must miss that tho =/,cos if i sit tht i bet i will first.vomit,2nd.headache 3rd.feel like shit,4th.cant do anything for the rest of the chalet. =(

OH YEA GRACE MADE HERSELF A JOKE BY BEING THE ONLY ONE SOLOING OUTSIDE THE CO ROOM TO FIND OUT SHE KENA SABO AS THERE WAS ACTUALLY NO CO LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.I see her over there solo i was like oh yea theres co.After waiting for 10 min,i began suspecting that there was actually no CO at all LOL.THEN KENA JACKPOT SIA.The poor chairman of our class confirm now damn zibei T_T.k i dont be so bad la LOL.

At least,we learned much stuff in this chalet.
1.START A DAM BBQ FIRE
2.PREPARE THINGS PROPERLY
3.be able to gauge how much we need to buy
4.DONT BOOK THAT DAM CHALET AGAIN
5.Night playing is fun
6.not inviting people etc(****) may not be that bad (Woops)
7.Going for band in the morning is SUICIDAL !@#!@#....
8.Clarifying things after the chalet(well,the para. above this LOL)

well i'll just end my post for the chalet now,AND NOW TIME FOR BAND TALKING FOR THIS PRAC.

Ghost Fleet.seriously this song is damn nice.I like the way its composed lol,the starting part is so smooth flowing and triumphant melody at the ending. And the lame jokes that mr tan makes is really roflmaoxzcnzkjc.Open house is joke sia,only percussion taking part.

And i heard there would be another concert in march.Hai

2007-11-23T14:59:00.001+08:00

CONTINUED-chalet

After the mass bridging+ PSPing,wenyi told us to go watch thet sunrise and so i volunteered to wake up to watch(after all,which idiot would follow u except frens?summore lifetime experience muahahaha).We woke up at ard,4+?then we chionged down to pasir ris park where i again suffered the imba shid of the metallic bar of the bike again ZZ.After riding to some place,me+kevin+ LC went down from the bikes as the bikers said they wanted to explore the uncharted edges.After the threesome walked for some time we saw the boys laming around a sand playground=.=.LC was hyper excited tho LOL.he ran to the swing and started mass swinging while wenyi went to fetch the gals and the other boys dunno went and do wad.after mass swinging,i went to sit at one corner while LC continued swinging(erpz).then after many failed attempts to see where we can see the sunrise,the boys were sianed and so went back to the chalet.i sat on nick's bike with eewai.Then i finally slept soundly on the floor.

woke up at ard 8+,to see the others also stirring up.We stoned around looking at the lame cartoon and then ate abit of breakfast.the boys went cycling ard(i think?) while john and me(was there yujian?)stoned in the chalet to mass play DBZ BUDOKAI SHIN LOL.Then we received word that ROBOT was coming!!!!he called me and the next min he came yay.we spammed the psp for awhile while occasionally me and tikiat went upstairs to sightsee the funny sleeping poses of jingyi yihshuan grace joan wenyi and chuanan LOL.then i think chuan an seemed to have noticed us so we quickly zhaoed down.after that the boys went back and we went swimming rofl.damn fun lol,i was mass kajiaoing nick with water while tikiat was doing the water fountain on a seemingly pissed off nick.we mass played till ard 12+,then i went back to the chalet and quickly bathed and went up to see the motely crew awoke playing CARDS again.we then bridged/daidied and CHEAT.We then went off to play captain ball at some weird staircase place.I could say the best captains we ever had.odd vs even,erm yujian was perpertually owning nuts while the others(like wenyi and me)were helping out.i could say yujian and joan were more of the owners,although lynn grace adelyn helped out much significantly lol.Then we had to go back cos it seemed to be raining + we had to return the bikes to their home.after awhile more of playing cards,the barbecue started

I dare say barbecue was a disaster.2h down the drain just for starting a lame fire.Nobody knew the exact method to start the damn fire for the barbecue.Wenyi was like in the reality show i forgot wad name lol the one got helpline and simi 50:50 one as he spammed calls to his dad to ask how to start a fire. After a few tries,wenyi's method seemed to work,until the fire just wanted to slp and then disappeared. we were all like damn pissed as we started another fire again zzz.Kevin then told me eh uncle how come ur fire so fast start then he pointed over while wenyi told me to see how come their fire starts so fast lol.THE LIFETIME EXPERIENCE OF STARTING A BBQ FIRE then started.the uncle came and visit us as we unhesistantly told him how come our fire couldnt start.the kindhearted uncle then prepared for the coming of the fire as he made preparations by cutting the metal foil-.- then made the fire.as the uncle went back to his own chalet,kevin was like rofling away.Its like..:After 5 hours :Eh uncle how come still the same ar? the funny tone was like rofl.then after that the fire seemed to have sobered and started working. the uncle was like talking away...:"after 5-10 mins the fire should be ok." Then from the chalet(where xuelin lynn and adelyn are trying persistently to persuade john and grace to their respective CCAs) i heard a loud and clear "Ah SHII" from john right after the uncle said the sentence. Damn funny i was rofling away.then the barbecue fire started as fireworks flew everywhere from the persistent fanning lol.joan was mass buttering,while i was koping food for people ard(and myself :D)but i helped out abit later.Damn,the smoke really harms my eyes.i got kinda blurred vision for awhile until i washed my eyes.

it kinda started to rain later.wenyi and kevin brought in the barbecue"pit" and continued barbecuing while the boys and gals went upstairs for more daidi/bridge.And the chicken wing was yuck,the oil on the chicken wing was BLACK.guess the wire mesh needs mass changing lol.ohya during that time zen and folks were looking at maggie and me+rewind to the 80s.Damn guailan sia lol."SABOH" as scrabble word and some idiotic badminton shid.Joan suggested at 10oclock go play captains lol.but as the undying rain poured away,grace and wanling shrugged off that idea and went to bathe.But to their dismay,the rain stopped at 11 and they had to go sadly lol.Nite capts was not as fun as the afternoon capts,mainly cause of the wet ground+ the lack of vision available.i cut my hand while i tried hard to take the ball T_T.Damn pain,and the NINJA GUY WAS G.O.S.U. he perpertually owned us wtf.i tried hard to mass mark him but didnt really managed to do much as he was too swift for me nooooooo.we then went back to the chalet where i slept away on the bed.i still could distinctly hear the girls and boys playing bridge giggling away before i slept.

When i woke up, my Time Machine was blasting away lol.Daryl was like kinda pissed cos he said it was uber loud LOL.after changing and chionging off to the bus stop to go to the mrt,we went in as i just slept away in the mrt to reach clementi.yawn about the band and stuff i will blog later needa chiong tuition homework.Sad that i missed escape outing with the boys + 2gals.They say till so damn farni lol

2007-11-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

CHALET

chalet was rofl man.I was perpertually screwed on the sunday before chalet cos when i went to slp i couldn't sleep at all WTF@!@#!@#!^%$^.....i woke up at 3am and was like wtf 3am?then i turned around like a sausage being turned on a barbecue and finally slept...ahhhh

BUT I WOKE UP ON 5AM ****

damn suay can.i stone in the bed for 1h and i started becoming sian.so i went to the living room(WHEN I COULD HEAR THE FISH TANK BUBBLING AWAY) and lie down on the sofa to read newspaper. After reading for 10 min i seriously sian so i took the other 50 min running sitting lying and doing all kinds of nerd stuff.at 7am i oned my laptop so that i could transfer the songs into my phone BUT THE USB CABLE CANNOT BE RECOGNISED ZZZ.then i talked to daoyi who was in china.the joke.lol

went for band,where i just had sectionals before i scooted off to central to meet joan adelyn and an unsuspecting WENYI AKA MONK.i reached central at around 10.40 when joan said 11am,then she smsed me to say wenyi will be late so postpone to 11.15 ARGH.the sianed me just went to mac to buy a $2 meal and i sat down to eat.even after i ate finish and went to central,i saw nothing but mass commuters.No familiar face until adelyn walked up to me lolol.then i stoned away with adelyn until we contacted both wenyi and joan.when wenyi said he was at interchange,joan said she was at a turn before reaching clementi.Then when she reached,wenyi still haven't arrived but i saw TJ walking towards us.i was like wow is he gonna come with us lol then he said he meeting shaun at central at 11.30 so i was oh then in the end wenyi came after 10 seconds later and we went to the damned chalet.

when we arrived there,(AT 12) we stoned till 3am with wenyi( apparently the bridge gosu/imba/uber guru)teached us on playing bridge. Then i finally started to get it while i used the comps to surf dotasg.com lol.AND WENYI WAS STILL THE go watch AVAtaR crap erpz.joan and adelyn went exploring while me and wenyi were stoning away like a shid.then FINALLY SHAUN CAME and we checked in.i was holding the foodstuff then and i blurly left the stuff there X.X SORRY.we checked out the aircon room and the ground floor lol. we started camping in the aircon room as more and more people came.then the boys went to rent bikes 24h. I COULDNT RIDE A BIKE T_Tso i stoned away in the chalet .AND THE DISGUSTING PART OF THE CHALET WAS THERE WAS A DEAD COCKROACH UNDER THE MATTRESS LOL.we set off to mass playing cards with me wenyi joan and adelyn starting the bridge thingy.everyone who saw us play was like WOW WADS THAT CAN TEACH ME PLOX.but seriously bridge is much more fun than daidi tho. BUT IN MY NOOBINESS I BURNED ALOT PEEPS T_T.Daryl was like damn sian whenever he teamed me LOL.i was damn stone whenever i play bridge cos i everytime not attentive enough LOL.at nite, we went to do something(i kinda forgot wad lol)then we rushed back to see peeps mass gobbling up the BIG BUCKET OF RICE YAY THATS FOOOOOOD FINALLY.i took a plate to start eating lols.then daryl and wenyi and kevin said they wanted to go to sheng xiong and i volunteered to go with them. then they said wad the person sit in front of the bike.its fun if u dunnno how to bike BUT IF U CAN BIKE+ GOT EXTRA BIKE I RATHER BIKE MANN. THE METAL BAR WILL SERIOUSLY MAKE U CRY.esp on the bumps on the roads. u need to spend ur time sitting on a small bar for at least 15mins man owwwwww.but something that seriously amazed me was the undying stamina+ determination of LC who managed to run at least 3/4 the roads man wow.we bought damn lotsa stuffs man lolllll.Rushed back to the chalet to celebrate shaun aka panda's bdae then the whole lot of them started to watch heroes. i had a kinda numbing headache from the run back from shengxiong so i sat at one corner to rest haaa.aft that i bathed and went up to the air con room and mass bridged awayyy to at least 1-2am?the boys then came back.OH YEA I FORGOT ABOUT...

THE G.O.D.L.E.E P.S.P.

i was playing it in the afternoon then i got hooked on it.DBZ BUDOKAI SHIN!COOL GRAPHICS + IMBA ACTIONS MAN.seeing all that numbers popping out is realllllllllllly satisfying.that was before the boys came back and when the girls were sleeping lol. i still remembered wenyi was snoring,kevin and SOMEONE i forgot was sleeping(was it john?)while me and LC were like "eh lemme try out new char leh"GOTENKS ROCKSSSSSSSSSS GOKU ROCKSSSSSSSS.aiya now i also damn sian of posting i shall post tmr muahaha byebye

2007-11-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Chalet soon. i seriously look forward to all those outings as im seriously bored at home as this outings will at least breathe life into me=.= damn sian at home zzzz. Dotaing all day is seriously something u look forward to during school days and when u reach holidays it becomes vice versa lol. Having been posting for such a damn long time since i was lazy too + i need more tagging=.=my blog seems perpertually dead by the amount of taggers.

Sometimes, life can be so damned cruel to put u in a position that u will never expect to be. I look at things from a whole view,not from one individual. This way,i feel the many feelings from many peers that i meet.Something cropped up at home today,and im totally shaken aback by it. It feels that the comfort that we once enjoyed,the warmth, had all disappeared into nothingness. Only the cold devoid spaces of the rooms stay in the house. I feel that this home seems to have no more meaning to me anymore.

2007-10-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

After what seemed like a lifetime of not posting,i have decided to touch this blog once again. This one thinks that since his blog just got pwned by the lack of visitors and the plain laziness of himself,he should just forget about this blog once and for all.But some primal instinct came to nudge at me and so he is back to type you a post-.-

We used to share the good experiences together with everyone around you,either laughing in sadistic pleasure watching your friend getting owned or either owning them purely. This would be then topped up with the constant whining with why you got all the pro stuff while they got none. An example would be playing BANG with slime,LC,kw,eddy and wengsheng. Apparently they wanted to spice things up in the game so that whoever got this character card Slab The Killer would be slapped a million times. And sadistically,the game introducer was the one who was hit with that card as though they had a vendetta between them==

In all this experiences,we do (whine) and lament towards the end of our term,which would only mean that next year everyone would segregrate. And the very class enthus would only fear that everyone would just waltz past each other as though they were made of glass next year, forgetting the very memories that we hold dear. There may be a chance that will happen, there might not be. Whatever we do, reminiscing about the past is one thing, emoing about it is another thing.All we hope to do is be unified as one towards maybe the end of time? But for that very statement,sadly, I have another counter statement. If that had happened, we might not have even brushed past each other in our lives as we would all be too close to our primary school classes to happen. And whatever the outcome, all we have to do is just grit our teeth to move on, perhaps sticking close to those you hold so dear in your heart.

Regret is a bitter taste when thinking of pasts memories your going to lose the next moment

2007-10-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

my blog also now mass stonage liao == many stuff i wanted to blog about,but went i reach home im called either by the GREAT charltoni, ALMIGHTY dy, ADMIRABLE yun or the LEGENDARY yf to..

DRAFT.

well its not that i duwan draft la,its just that when i wanna slack then some brain-exhausting activity comes lol.cant like slack ard, go gunz own shitless or go fool ard in audi.but something i felt happy about was,our team had managed to improve alot over the past few months. From the gaylord losing streak, we turned it over to become a gaylord winning one.and the fact that i cant believe is we won a blardy top team(cept that i think one player of the opposing team wasnt from that top team cos serioulsy his playing is SHID) but that was only one. and the fact that we won a top team( i had absolutely no idea they were a top team so i was playing normally like we were playing against other aspiring teams lol!) shows that we were improving very quickly. Sadly 2 of em going to China liao zzz

now, we are thinking whether we should participate in GXL. apparently, theres a MINUTE CHANCE that yf gets off scot free to play GXL. But we needed a last...and we are comtemplating joining capl winter lol.ahh off with this tourny stuff >< makes me sien.

Something that i had observed over this few months is the ironical sense of revenge towards those who seemed to be helping us. Although i share the very vengeance they exult in, an inner part nags at me that this is not correct. Apparently, someone also felt that this is oh so very wrong. The very part that helping us is of no flaw,yet the extreme ways to do it may prove its undoing.We may have misunderstood the many concepts used against us, and therefore would try and retaliate rather than taking a step back and letting yourself feel much more comfortable and also sastifying the very wishes of the prosecutors.

En'shu falah-nah

2007-10-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

Well well well...many things have went and past,and one impt crossroad is coming right smack into our faces.the combi choosing may very change our whole lifes and this will be based on wad options we can choose.for now,i shall start off with my ice skating~

Ice skating is like so dam fun sia, apart from the robotic mania,the triple hattrick scored from TJ and something that pig did(cant say out here =X)sadly,some of us were owned by the fact of parents nagging and well =/.Ice skating was fun but i had a numbing headache which seriously stripped the fun outta me cos i seriously couldn't concentrate although i laugh at alot things rofl. then alot of us started to do a cha cha(dance) and collect the damned ice from the skating rink. A snowman was formed under the intricate crafting from peeps liek shaun,john and others lol. i was freezing away sia..wear that pinkish shirt and another failed attempt to kope someones slippers lol.

then today,we went for a supposedly 1230 capt. session and i thought i was so damned late cos i reached at 1330. then i see only yujian tikiat and LC there spamming hp games=.=then in the end we went for a next team,with me enduring 2 blardy headers and getting a near clash with headache lol. playing next team with ur own class is so sien =/ heres a post for u man yf xD and did i managed to outpost u tu di o.O?

2007-10-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

lool havent update in shit time....exams periods was stupid lar.i pratically siened thru the whole EOY sia. alot of stupid jokes during exam period,such as the spamming of the imba song..

Captain Planet

^^..one day when i going home from school, i saw a damn shit joker sight. from my primary school, i saw students of my primary school walking home. then a ji comical sight was a ji small kid(think of me when i was p4--->1/2 my size now?) climb onto his father's motorcycle and wear the helmet.
It was like ji WOW.apparently u see a ji small body with a VERY BIG head. Damn funny lah

Then today me LC tikiat trevor and eddy went to watch balls of fury. Alot others came later and we watched together. I could distinctly hear throughout the movie the laughter of TJ LOL.the movie was like damn BLARDY FUNNY. if u watch u gonna seriously ROFL.

my science seriously dunno got screw or not sia.. i now wash my hands of those shid liao.ohwell off to dota bye~

2007-09-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

AHA first two EOY papers down woooooooot...i had been thinking of much cheem sentences..heres one:

In the darkest moment,you can be sure light will be next upon you.

Loler lah,today is like so weird.EOY two papers down and all of us like dunno disappear where liddat.Sean want stay back soccer and i was like huh who gonna mug who wanna play soccer.then in the end i went home with chuanan,LC,kw and kevin.Kevin and LC went for MRT while chuanan keewei and i went to sit 184 home.then when keewei was sending songs from my phone,got this gerl from northlight sleeping. Then she sleep her head slant to my side,and.......

SHE ****** PUT HER HEAD ON MY SHOULDER!?

i went o.owtf? then keewei was like giggling away(we were sitting on the last seats=5 seats) chuan an wasnt sitting on the last row with us so he like nv see until we tell him.then we actually got diabolical plan lol.Then i went home to stone in front of the computer and then in the end went to watch my brother instance karazhan lol. and summore we saboh poor john to take the 207 english paper to pass to raja.dunno wad happen to him lawl.

F.I.R like now very nice liddat o.O
Hopefulsongftw.

2007-09-25T22:41:00.001+08:00

Many times, all we hear,see and say are all beyond our imaginations. In this precarious situation, one would start to try and push against the problems he or she face,instead he gets repelled even further which leads to a dispirited mood. But those who are standing away and watching their comrades fighting against this monstrosity could not help, as if something is blocking their help. Only advice and encouragement could be shouted through the invisible barrier.

I watched the bus and my world move on the bus when i went home, listening to my music. At then, all i had experienced in this world had made so much sense with the song lyrics,(mayb thats why they are called soul music LOL)and i was listening to every syllable.Thinking of the past,all we could do was only that much,and nothing could be done to stop all that transpired within that short period of time.

A friend in need,will return the favor to those around him after being shown so

2007-09-24T19:59:00.000+08:00

Today was imba.....lol. Morning suddenly when all in class slacking not studying cept for a few o.O jessie lim(forgive me if i spell rong cos i nt sure correct or not LOL) she come mass scold and the whole class like kena sliencer global silence spell liddat sia.Then she mass kp for obvious no reason? and when she zhao everyone was imba commenting on her bullshid.

ji joke sia,almost all the boys nv give a shit abt the stupid TS project thing.Last time i ask wenyi do he dao me now in the end he chase us to do...lol we were mass suaning him during lunch cos he dont even know how to write block letter(like wtf?) then john came to help.i was damn imba hungry lar...one thing i apparently found out is that if u put 2 people who kp alot,they can kp for almost everyday.and i shall quote from them.

"CURLY BANGALA"..."DOG LA U"

Its apparently ji obvious.Lol.

After school,me eddy and tikiat went to fitness corner to do all sorts of yoish tricks.then eddy was madness..he could from 2 backflips turn into 8 backflips in just 3 hours!?its gaylord lah...he even managed to do something gay..he climb on the bar,put his leg on the bar furthere away from him and he let go all his hands and perpertually zoomed down onto the ground.we waited for sean,then we went to yoish place lolol. i watched in amazement as both tikiat and slimy managed to do a wall run but i still cant sian.then aft that john joan and wl came and it was 5,so i urged eddy to zhao wif me lol.

2007-09-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

PIE... last year of PIE for us secondary 2s.PIE was great fun,although oral took up most of my time before PIE started.Sean was pratical madness sia he play soccer for 3 1/2h straight=.=oral was sien cos im 2nd last and i was slacking away with john wenky gwee trevor sia...then i was last in the end and was stoning away but i tihnk nick was worse lol he sit there for so long. PIE was fun,but poor john had his ice cream disappear cos some weird thing cropped up for no reason=.= i wanted lime but the councillor say no more lime zz.then i go canteen i see trevor eating lime=.=so in the end i went to buy another lime ice cream lol.selling the donuts,choc fondue,candy floss and ice cream puff was ok. Actually i thought we all losing money sia o.o.then in the end everyone pia go mass sell and we earn back lolol. night yoishing ji fun sia,i go fitness corner wif eddy and slime stone there lol.

and chao bullshid la,i tihnk our plastic bag too small then cannot hold the donut properly. Jonas go bribe my mum zz then in the end chocolate fondue decided to give us a food fight and splatter chocolate everywhere diao. i see marshmellow like is styled liddat chocolate here and there.like chao weird.LC and i decided to kajiao peeps so we went to disturb yilin and xuelin by singing one ghost one zombie in chinese in front of them.then i went to disturb xuelin by holding the dirty water pail wobbly then she was like wtf lol.shirlene also farni, we go disturb her by using canon groove lmao.then she keep on want LC send her then finally LC sent her.

But u know wad?she not enough memory LOL.

ji joke la,then i almost tio huat by joan during 10+ she almost topple water on me lol.then went home with mum

2007-09-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

yay another near monthly post i seriously feel like making this damned blog into monthly post blog==

New skin,got siened of my old skin and i wanna put in new music too.Lazy to blog la,blog like so unnatural for me lol i wanted to post photos of tikiat hideout budden i lazy put up cos my mum want me study compo diao lol.

ard 1 more month to 207 seperation,i feel sad about it.Lol bully teacher is a joke in our class and i wanna become double joker with eddy lol.mass kajiaoing rox.and i shall become random master=)

now i still dunno if i wanna install DAL or not lor..i hear slimy + Eddy say until like ji fun although i also got see la...maybe i will install this few days lar..exam so fast nearing sien.

boom...i want play Starcraft II and WoW >.<

2007-08-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

I know i know..i havent updated in like..

123123827498374983742 years?

heres one for you ;)

this whole ct was a pure joke...i mass mugged for like every night after i came back and with my trusty hp cum walkman i studied through nights. The week seemed to be slowly rolling by...and i finally pushed through the whole CT. CT results were ok.. although my maths could be A1 if i did everything correctly =/. if my mum knew about my chinese and geog results she gonna instapwn me

-.-

Anyway..our class has been becoming a type of class which is (something).This kind of issues is very sensitive...so i dont wish to intend to publicise this too much or i'll get pure screwed o.O

And also,I had been thinking about a flash game that includes people like Mrs ****,Ms ***,Mr **** and Ms ***(censored for privacy in case this blog leaks out O.O) that they will have special powers. Im not the one that would be making so i'll be contributing my ideas to also SOMEONE. anyway i was thinking about a type of street fighter combined final fantasy LOL.

Sadly,our class spirit has been rising too slowly. This is due to the cause of a late introducing of mixing and the mistrust of our classmates in the first year. If we started this earlier,i think we would be super glued o.O?

Anyway,for those who got nice results for CT,congrats.For those who didnt get the results they expected or gotten very low ones,i console you sincerely ;P

2007-08-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

Saturday was gonna be a fun day for me but i went to screw it up=.=.was supposed to go to wcg with wenyi but in the end i said no coz i was draftin till late to 1am and i thought i wont be able to wake up at 8 to meet wenyi at suntec but later in the afternoon i regretted it=.= it was like so blardy boring at home staring at my laptop.then i suddenly rmbered robot told me about a game called..

Soldier Front

woot that game seems so much more fun than the blardy gunz when u reach lvl 20 everyone unkillable de.i play this soldier front so much like cs lor and not say that type of anyhow tumble around save urself gunz. And today i missed another game with wenyi !@##$#%@%...

2007-08-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

lmao.8 months just whizzed past like some joke.draft matches are getting more and more joke and common test is always there whenever u think u had finished all ur tests in the week. For example,i have 4 tests this week and what did i think about it?i felt so blardy happy and robot walked up to me and say:
" Hi the next week is common test"

Such is the irony of Secondary schools.My monthly update blog is a total joke blog. And someone told me that someone had even forgotten his own blog url.

==

I feel that this class bonding thing had happened too late.If we had started on this like at the start of the year,i think it would be much better.

Movies,Tests,Gaming,Sleep.

when will i ever find enough time for them.==

the next post..

2007-06-02T00:35:00.000+08:00

well well well nobody knows my blog in the 1st place untill i reveal it.headaches sucks.

>>>>DRINKING WATER WHILE PLAYING GAMES WILL SAVE A LIFE<<<<

that sentence is seriously true.even while u do not play games,drinking water will stop from either watching movies(by water i mean PLAIN water)will seriously be the wonderful medicine that everyone is trying to find.Dota,CS,WoW. Name them all but im sorry to tell u that all of them need water.

i shall stop blabbering about water and start reflecting about my dota mistakes

1.im too kanchiong
2.why am i supporting when im playing a spammer
3.i havent been able to sychronise well with my teamates
4.im afraid that when i chiong,my teamates back.
5.i try to save my teamates too much even though its a confirmed death

this is shit.i need to relax and look at the situation more carefully before i do such stupid things in dota in the future.

Pirates of the Carribean
At world's end
when u talk about this movie,u'll remember that farni monkey in the cannon when the two ships duked out with each other. You remember jack sparrow swinging on the rope and koping the gun and hitting the guy off. U remember him walking down the stairs like a sissy while everyone is fighting.you remember the scenes where the captain was totally stupefied when both the pearl and the flying dutchman comes to rape his ship. u remember the fact where the monkey shoots a rocket into the house.this was one of the friggin nicer movies i had watch lol.Eragon was shit when a dragon in baby form shown in the book could take at least 10 paragraphs to transform into a full dragon while in the movie?9 seconds was all it took.i was perpertually wtf.

gettin late..post next time

another post

2007-02-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

updated on 28/2/07.will blog if i have the time

The dotaer rearrives

2006-12-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

Wow.I cant imagine i actually found back my pass for this blog.I actually thought this blog was a goner lol.couldn't remember it until now...band has became much more meaningful after this whole year haha. New Maple worlds are always broke..which mean now as a fighter I could never save enough mesos for better equipments.Had a match of dota with my frens lol.streamofpubbies zues is always imbafied and they had to attend a barbecue dinner and hellz had to attend a wedding dinner.Woot.This few days would be gettin hardcore since I would be charging my fighter so that i can reach lvl 50 in 1 month.

woot

2006-04-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

goodie im gonna stay on this skin finally found the so called perfect skin for me...hehe yea at least this is good enough for me haha

hahas

2006-04-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

hmm couldn't find another one...well well well i'll just make do with this untill i find another one haha hope i could

skin!

2006-04-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

hmm yea i got a new blogskin too...yea it kinda roxs now but im finding a new blogskin now

29/4/06

2006-04-30T02:04:00.000+08:00

hm..its late in 2.00am now sad i lost a game to my brother which i almost won hehe...well g2g now

hihi

2006-04-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

Well this is my first post..any idea how to make ur own template?